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Space Makes You Fall In Love

by [sml]

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1.
No, I'm not quite ready to be this indebted to you or all the things you do. Perhaps it's just that I'm not fun, perhaps all I ever do is run away, away, away, away. Is this a way to find out if I'll stay? You know me better. Because you know I won't for this, no I won't, no never. Just because you saved my life not once or twice, but a dozen times, you think you deserve some love this time? --but you don't. I'm not built for that. I'm not quite ready to stay around, to die around, beside you. And no, you can't force that. This pain was built to last. I'll write you in ten years or so once I'm washed up with nowhere left to go. And hope, since it's all I have, that i can make things right and you'll take me back but promise me, love, you'll do the better; and tear a million pieces from my letter 'cause I'm the one in debt to you, and that will always be true (always be true) it'll always be true more than "i do"
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[I fucked up: I've got your space channel open, open for you. Make sure you have no last regrets. Give me your memories. Checked and clear. And now we're ready, we're ready to go.] I find it kinda funny that 100 years from now we will look back on today and ask "How were we not in love?" "How were we not under the control of space?" Now listen baby if you wanna run from me, make sure it's clockwise, 'cause in due time, under the power of space, you'll have your hands in mine with a smile on your face... ...When you get around when you get around when you get around... And I'm so satisfied with you; we're on our space ship! I don't give a fuck if it's Mars or Venus or Neptune or Pluto or any of that other shit. 'Cause yeah I love you, I really do, I love you so much. And it's with all my heart and all of space that I'm completed with your touch.
3.
drinking glass kept for memories' last i'm a wreck now beth 'cause of you because of fire in the sky around me trees are lagging decay's found me maybe we can make some more diamond shoes this is the neutral zone for every last breath that won't get shot out into the air or fall to your feet in a sigh but it will simply sit and rest with not even the energy to define it not even with a feeling [this is how i feel: impossibly right...] the wires breathe luck and i tap away, right-tap away onto your drinking glass...
4.
i am thinking of you, strangely even now was hypnosis not the remedy somehow? i'll be stuck on jupiter for another sixty years while your photo and your tissues hold my tears every simple promise that i'd ever simply made turned complex upon rotation, spinning farther with frustration fuck the years of innovation and my whole civilization i just want you back if science never made a mistake, then i'd be holding you i am the fluorescence, the glow, that makes the planet burn; the twinkle in the night when you check in summer, early june if i had only known what i'd done before i left the moon i would rather die in the storm than be away from you but options don't exist in the form of what i want to do i would rather die in the storm but she will never let me (she will never) die in the storm someone fly me back i'd trade my arpeggiators for the chance to see her again (synth solo lol) i'll be stuck on jupiter until the next poor soul arrives maybe i can warn him someone's gotta warn you and remind you to look into her eyes you already know the purpose of your life this gravity won't keep me down
5.
Part I: and even the ghosts have died but my haunting will not subside. they say the calm comes before the storm so did i miss it? or miss them both? this ship reeks of ethanol and i wait for the bridge to call i know there's a chance i'm not going to Earth but i'll take this for all it's worth Part II: i try to get myself through this but thing's familiar're left amiss do you remember what my kiss feels like december isn't this close to us, or this damn far away we're in between, i can't believe, can you believe it's almost May? i write in verse like it's the only thing i know while melodies are simply show ing all my cards and nothing more hope that you're impressed by simple songs about the things that i did wrong while you were always right, watch for me in the sky tonight but will you have me back? or did i beg too much for that? i'm sorry that i took your pills the space between us is what kills you think i don't grasp what's above but it's not me i have to love i hope you'll see me one day soon, simply a boy who fell for you and if you don't, i'll go away i'm built so tragically i may suggest that gloom has found a home in living with me all alone but don't believe i'm not okay as long as i know you will be it's hard for me to want much more than know you're happy. i never mentioned this before but one night, through baby socks you touched your foot to mine and we slept how did you find my heart so easily? and why can't i find yours?
6.
do you know who you're look ing for? occasional and distant. she pulses and i can feel her in the room so i'm content knowing that she'll pass and be the instant this is the ballad that i wrote for my sun when the eyes were opened to damage done this is the battle that i fought for the son when the girls all lied that they hadn't won [everything works out the way i want it to work out for me] and my heart will always be a magnet whether it's attracting you or not WE CAN'T START YOUR LIVES UP FOR YOU WE CAN'T START YOUR LIVES UP FOR YOU WE CAN'T START YOUR LIVES UP FOR YOU WE CAN'T START YOUR LIVES i won't stop trying if you tell me too but you gotta stop lying or it's all i can do if the sands are greener on the other shore then you'll probably be safer with a different oar i am all alone enough to know the ropes and you're always wrapped around me you're alwayz the ropes and my heart will always be a magnet whether it's attracting you or not ... do you remember when your dress caught fire? we used to have fun some times on the evenings when the clouds were kings and the grass was orange oh we used to have fun some times turkish royals on my old front porch, men building on us we used to have fun some times in the dark on the phone with the cat and and the surge up the shaft we used to have fun some times barefoot and phoneless when i saw your name and I fell a part we used to have fun some times
7.
freeze-dried ice-cream's safe from the sun, but it melts quick on your tongue. and you still looks as beautiful as you did at the ball on Mars. to think we've come so far -- and for what? Joy'd have easily been granted back on Earth; nothing compares to what you're worth those centuries of mom & dad technologies, wrapped up in a bow while the finest gift laid outside in the snow with arms outstretched you fit that mold giggling and snickering and sneering in the face of one-hundred-sixty decades engineering crystals fell and landed on your tongue-- they melted quick i should have realized then you'd be the only one to stick. but would I've had that chance if I didn't ask you for the dance on Mars? would we really've come so far? all I needed to see; it's you. all i wanted to be; with you. when stars shine pale while next to you, comet tails chase after you, while solar systems spiral you, the constellations envy you, darkness glows as light for you, every mystery is solved by you, sitting in my living room my window only showed me you and i act like i never knew [?] i guess i had a thing for you i guess i had a thing for you
8.
hey yeahhh! we are brothers on the shore we had mothers looking for the take of single birth of satellites the raining purse you never told me so ... so enchanted don't you know? i wrote this song for you; you'll never know i doubt i'll ever know what made me fall so hard for you but i think it was your bangs i think it was your bangs you really have great bangs you really have great bangs
9.
we wake up in different spots than where we fall asleep so i'm indifferent to the plots of Earth we claim to keep. step by leap by tick by tock by bike by car by plane by launch by day by year by life by death, i hope i find eternal rest i still dream about you we were wrong in thinking that we're rulers of the sky so i'm left in anticipation for my race to die but i still dream about you...
10.
binary translation: title: "So..." lyrics: "I will live in this dream."
11.
Winemilk 01:11
12.
I smelled of the orange from the bottle she left while she smelled like the vanilla in the one that she kept. And I wondered if the planets would align again, so we could touch each others faces with our painted hands. This is how I do it this is what I know: I've got a cactus in the blender and a reason to rewrite my songs for you. She'll be another one for me. if your false god's lonely then he's looking for fun and if your false god found it than he's not the one if his false god's lonely then he's looking for fun and if his false god found it then he's not the one if your false god's lonely then he's looking for fun cuz if your false god found it then you're not the one if his false god's lonely then we're looking for fun and when my false god's lonely i have found the one Hey hey hey hey hey hey hey. Hey hey hey hey hey hey hey. Hey hey hey hey hey hey hey. Hey hey hey hey hey hey. I only wanted you to be my best friend. I never wanted you to meet my girlfriend. I always said you were incredibly pretty, impressively naive, embarrassingly sweet. Fuck the stars, fuck the moon, fuck the fountain on Talitha II. Fuck the plans we made this autumn, So your tops will always match your bottoms.
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about

these songs are about: outer space, love, nostalgia, drugs, and human beings

this album is dedicated to my parents who have been in love since 1964

original sml vocal track 9, and 2007 demo "Red" available for download here:
dl.dropbox.com/u/106794/SMYFIL_bonustracks.zip

credits

released November 11, 2011

all songs by (Samuel) © 2006-2011

SPECIAL THANKS TO:

Zak A (track01 <3)
Drake C (track02 bass, guitar, vox)
Sarah S (track03 vox)
Beni R (track07 bass)
Izzy M (track09&10 vox)
Stephanie F (track11 title)
Shelby G, Jacques G, NOAA (album artwork)
Lauren K, Sean B, Aimée G, Jesse S, oatmeal, Brandi B, James B, Ross P (specific motivation)

everybody else, xoxo

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